Phwew!

Wow... I haven't been on here in a really long time, it seems. I miss it. LJing is fun! Well, on the day I finally get to update once again, I have something gettin' me blue to report. I'm sad. I was at work a couple hours ago and in walks this little blonde girl wearing a yellow shirt and khaki shorts. She heads like lightning to the costomer service desk. Before she clears the last register (the one I was on), she gives that little cutes-ywink-smile-wave thing. The other woman. I didn't see exactly who she was waving to, but there was ony one logical explanation. Only one person behind the service desk. Who else could it be, but my husband? I tried to ignore it, but it was just a tiny bit too much for me. I kept having to go back there to get a customer a little box of death (cigarettes) or something. She stayed there for quite a while, like the last half-hour of my shift (probably longer), just standing at the desk, chatting it up with my man, probably waiting for his break. When I finally got to clock out, I'd stayed too long and had to interrupt their conversation so he could call a manager with a time clock card. But then the manager ended up walking right by and he didn't even have to call. I had even less time to get the brief attention from him that I once had. I was gone again; faded into the background while he was enraptured by her again.
Just for the record, I am WAY cuter than she is. I mean, with my physical beauty, I feel that the world has handed me the short end of the stick. Because of it, I only get old farts and young tasteless perverts shouting cat calls at me with roving eyes. Only once have I had someone who was decent enough to have the mental capacity to like me for me, and that didn't last very long. :/ I hate the world. Tch. No one that I like likes me. Not just speaking of this love, but most of my "relationships" in general. Unrequited love sucks.
Fortunately, I still have my fianceé, or quite possibly my new husband now. We've grown closer as friends recently. And at least we go to the same school. That's quite a relief. But I still don't think I'll have a date for prom. Eh. You can't win 'em all. But can't I at least win one or two?
I'm chosing though to be optimistic. I'm feeling good vibes for the future. Yay!
Well, I think I'm finished ranting for now. I'm actually trying to remember if I had anything else good to report...
OH YEAH! How could I forget? I'm in a play! Come and see "The Secret Garden" in April. I'll be in it. So will LaNell! He has a really big part, too! I'm just a school superintendant, but it's a hell of a start!
Anywho, it's great to be back on Live Journal! Back to the old complaining and bitching and moaning about my life. Uber good times!
Anywho, I'll be back soon, hopefully. I bid thee good night!

Note: Details in first paragraph have been slightly exaggerated. Do not take terms such as "husband" and "the other woman" seriously. Thank you.