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Damnit! I have friggin' writer's block again! And I'm right in the middle of writing a juicy lemon! That always happens whenever I get to the best part. I was writing and writing and finally I got tired of the plot. So I decided to take a break from it by writing in a little rondez vous with my two favorite characters. Right when I get to the best part, my creative well runs dry! For some reason that always happens to me!
Perhaps I need to focus more on Faye. I seem to be writing a lot of these scenes from Spike's POV. I seem to work better that way. I can't seem to put my mind in the Faye Valentine mind set. I can't get inside her head enough. I know what she wants, but I don't know how to express what she's feeling as well as I can with Spike. It's kinda weird. Maybe it's because I'm still a virgin or something. Maybe I'll never understand the inner-workings of a woman's mind just before or during sex. And I AM a woman! How fucked up is that?! Maybe I was a man in another life... I dunno. I chalk it up to the virgin issue. Perhaps I should spend some time inside my mind and really focus. Meditate or something. Be the Faye. Be the Faye. Maybe that'll help. (Or maybe I should stop being a virgin. That could always help! Heh!) But seriously though, I wish I could find a way to bust this writer's block, and become more expressive and even more eloquent. I think I'm just coming off as clinical or scientific or robotronic or something. You tell me. (There's a link on my profile page!)
Well, if anyone has any advice on how to improve my writing, let me know. Go read it and leave me a review on FF.net! I'd really appreciate it! (Shameless propaganda, I know.)
Well, Ta ta-ta! ^_^
Perhaps I need to focus more on Faye. I seem to be writing a lot of these scenes from Spike's POV. I seem to work better that way. I can't seem to put my mind in the Faye Valentine mind set. I can't get inside her head enough. I know what she wants, but I don't know how to express what she's feeling as well as I can with Spike. It's kinda weird. Maybe it's because I'm still a virgin or something. Maybe I'll never understand the inner-workings of a woman's mind just before or during sex. And I AM a woman! How fucked up is that?! Maybe I was a man in another life... I dunno. I chalk it up to the virgin issue. Perhaps I should spend some time inside my mind and really focus. Meditate or something. Be the Faye. Be the Faye. Maybe that'll help. (Or maybe I should stop being a virgin. That could always help! Heh!) But seriously though, I wish I could find a way to bust this writer's block, and become more expressive and even more eloquent. I think I'm just coming off as clinical or scientific or robotronic or something. You tell me. (There's a link on my profile page!)
Well, if anyone has any advice on how to improve my writing, let me know. Go read it and leave me a review on FF.net! I'd really appreciate it! (Shameless propaganda, I know.)
Well, Ta ta-ta! ^_^
